my "bestfriend's exboyfriend" that is also my friend, ivan, kinda like share the same personality w? me. we're kinda laagan, ok! not really "kinda" im really laagan, im the "mosey" type who goes out leisurely without having a second thoughts. (wordz from melz) we want to go to far laces, especially places we've never been to.maybe To have some adventure thingy or just to have a plain laag2. to have the time of my life. im a kind of person who want to spend the best time of my life, live life to the fullest, party hard(weh?), have some fun(naks), i dont want to spend my rentire life following the line, be good-be boring-be blablabla-do this-do that-follow the rules-and blablabla!. its like living for them i want to live my life without so much regrets by doing what i love and what i believe! well, its me, i have my own rules! it's my life my choice my mistake my concequence! so leave it to me! and stop telling me what's right or wrong! you're just accepting a hands down culture, you don't even know or understand! i really don't get it! people love to follow the trends without full understanding! just because people say and do that, just people believe this and that, just because people say thats good and thats right you easily believe? without fully understanding it! i really dont get it! why just cant they live for themselves and stop having a hard time by doing things they don't want just because someone say so! come on! wait, im being too far fron the topic! haha! im having a discussion here already! hahaha! forgive me about that im just taken by my emotions! back to the topic:
so since he knew that i love going to far places, he invited me together w/ some people (yeah you read it right "some people", its because i dont consider everyone thats being invited was my friend) to go to astorias, since his family will be going there. then as an outgoing, extrovert and sociable type of person i did not have a second thought!wait! ahm i did have a second thought! he told me that we will go there on dec.7 and will be back on dec.9. yeah we'll stay there 2 nights and 3 days, the problem was, me and my boyfriend already made plans first for dec.8. O.o yah, we made plans first but we're kinda having problems during this time. we are having some misunderstanding and we're onto trouble. i can't give you the details. its not the usual problem of a bf/gf.for me it's a big problem, for me it was really big. biggest problem we've encounter so far. and its like i cant go on with this relationship anymore. giving up was really on my mind. i thought breaking up was already the answer. but i didn't wanna have a rush decision so maybe to have a time to think and a space formyself i'll say yes to the astorias invitation. but his still my boyfriend despite of these troubles, so im still going to ask his permission. and so i did asked his permission. and. . . . and. . . . yes! he said it was ok to cancel our "moviethingy @ sm" so i did went to ASTORIAS.
i should remind myself the i'll go there to think. to clear my mind! to find answer! and to find myself!(as if nawala) :))
and one more thing, lets not forget
TO HAVE SOME F U N!
(let the pictures explain my astorias experience)
i should remind myself the i'll go there to think. to clear my mind! to find answer! and to find myself!(as if nawala) :))
and one more thing, lets not forget
TO HAVE SOME F U N!
(let the pictures explain my astorias experience)
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| oh see?? nangatog na sila! ako wa pako nahumag huna2-huna!! haha! maoya! |
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| view gawas sa window! |
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| amu gi stayhan! |
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| daghan tuko! |
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| laki ko! |
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| bugnaw kai hangin basta gavie |
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| mai kai ko mu saka! mai pa ko sa mga pure laki! haha |
and so i did had fun!
and time to think and time for myself! ^_^
it's all worth it!
and time to think and time for myself! ^_^
it's all worth it!
